Wednesday, April 16, 2008


I have been feeling very stressed the past few weeks about something that I hate being stressed about. MONEY. It seems like my hubs and I have been on track for a while, even expanding our business at one point. Now suddenly it seem that the economy has caught up with us and we are feeling the strain big time. It's been a long time since I worried about paying bills and things. I am grateful for that. I do feel blessed that we have been successful in past years. I guess I just hate worrying about things like money. I know that's it's simply a season. A season that we have visited before and mostly likely will visit again. I wish I could just give it all up and not stress out like I have been. But it's making me moody and depressed and scared.

It's times that these that I think about smoking the most. Sometimes being an adult sucks. But who am I kidding, most of the time it's bliss.


"Constance-1-M" said...

We hit that same cycle of money v broke. I hate the down side of that cycle & we've been in it for 9 months. And until Hubs finds himself a new job ~ we'll be staying in this cycle & digging ourselves deeper.

I hate worrying about money ...

constance the eleventh said...

Me too! We're in a huge cycle of being worried about money and the constancy of his job.
And I found out tonight sibling #3 is on the way- not hub's idea of a good time. I'm excited though. I figure this too will pass, and we'll be okay. I hope.